I have been waiting for that important call for two weeks now. It hasn't happened, and so today I will be making the call. I feel I already know the answer that I am going to receive, which is not going to be positive for me. But this is one of those situations in which, even though I know I am not going to like the news, I need to personally hear them in order to put some closure to this process.
My initial excitement turned into fear of having done a poor job, then into anxiety and finally into hopelessness. And so today I will listen to the outcome and move on, bruised and hurt, but still standing.....because despite the bleak forecast for the years ahead, the show must go on.
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